I want to get my point across.
I am sick of testing the waters.
I am drowning here.
Nothing feels the same as it once was. I still have the same passions and beliefs, it just feels like I am disconnected; askew. I am sick of trying what everyone else wants to try. I want to fix this problem the way I WANT to and NEED to. I wish I would be given the chance. I wish I could proove to them that what I am suggesting is the answer. All I am being told is: well you should at least try it. Well, you should at least try what I want. I find it sickening and toxicly hypocrticial. I wish I wasn't so scared. I am dreading tomorrow. It is automatic. It is natural. Despite all I do. Why does bleeding have to be believing?
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