Osyen's Collective Introspective Adventures

these walls are growing higher

2009-09-13T21:10:00.000-05:00

I want to get my point across.
I am sick of testing the waters.
I am drowning here.

Nothing feels the same as it once was. I still have the same passions and beliefs, it just feels like I am disconnected; askew. I am sick of trying what everyone else wants to try. I want to fix this problem the way I WANT to and NEED to. I wish I would be given the chance. I wish I could proove to them that what I am suggesting is the answer. All I am being told is: well you should at least try it. Well, you should at least try what I want. I find it sickening and toxicly hypocrticial. I wish I wasn't so scared. I am dreading tomorrow. It is automatic. It is natural. Despite all I do. Why does bleeding have to be believing?

Miss Osyen's Character Meme (Version 1)

2009-09-11T22:36:00.000-05:00

MISS OSYEN’S CHARACTER MEME

Один

(One)

INSTRUCTIONS:

1) Pick 5 of your original characters

2) List them in any order, before reading the questions

3) Then go through and make each of them answer the questions

So who’s Gonna Shoot for the Stars?

1.

2.

3.

4.

5.

QUESTIONS:

1) Who are you, what is your name, and finally, what do you stand for?

2) About how old are you (if you are a vampire or some other mystical/non-aging being, how old do you look)?

3) *glares* Boring? Well, we have to start somewhere now don’t we? *Ahem* Moving on. Give a brief description of where you live; yes that can be anywhere. Seriously, ANYWHERE.

4) Who is someone in your life you trust no matter what? Why?

5) How do you handle meeting new people? What is your typical first conversation like?

6) If you got to choose, by some strange whacko event, what qualities, characteristics, and physical traits would you want in your lover? What would you not want? What would you accept, but not prefer?

7) How do you dress (give details, like if you are sloppy or not, girly or not, you know, the good stuff: D)?

8) On what standing are you and food? Do you like eating, is it a fearful experience, or is it just normal, or perhaps somewhere in between?

9) If someone were to come up and slap you, and force you into some sort of ridiculous boycott (like protesting the fact that honeydews are green and cantaloupes are tan, or that goldfish are people too), would you do as you were told? Would you tell them to stuff off? What would you be thinking?

10) What would your typical shopping list consist of?

11) Guys: boxers or briefs? Girlies: bikini or thong (or neither)?

12) If a magical wish granting hermit named “Jeanie” approached you on the street and demanded you ask for three wishes, what would you wish for (why would a hermit be out of his hermit hole? I dunno..just go with it)?

13) Are you a kitty cat lover, or a dog person? Or do you detest anything furry, or scaly, or… breathing?

14) Any phobias (just make one up if you don’t have any…so you can feel cool)?

15) Would you ever try bungee jumping? Skydiving? Lion taming?

16) Could you see yourself as a carnie? Who would you be (ex: bearded lady)?

17) If you were dying in a sweltering desert and you had to choose between: liver and pumpkin soup, toe jam bread, and birdfeed cookies (with worms) to survive, which would you take? Or would you rather die instead?

18) If you absolutely had to, who would you want to skinny dip with (or chunky dunk…if the term applies)?

19) Are you a generally paranoid person, or do you have the heart of a lion (and the roar to go along with it)?

20) Lastly, what do you think you’d most likely be arrested for ( accident or not, innocent or not)?

(Oh and uh...tag someone...only if you want to C: )

Picture of Me (Who else?)

2009-09-11T21:41:00.002-05:00

sudden valley, WA

my home: sudden valley

bellingham, WA

Salut, all!

2009-09-11T21:32:00.000-05:00

So then, hello, and all that comes along with the word. I'll begin with some facts, to start simply and to break the electronic/cyborgish ice and what not:

> i am brand spankin new to blogging(don't chuckle...alright fine, you can) but that isn't so important.

FACTS:

animal lover
artist
christian
eccentric
funny
has a boxer named jojo
has a pug named bubbles
has interesting fashion sense
has little brother
loves nature
loves rain
loves storms
loyal
music lover
shy
single
straight
trustworthy
washingtonian(washington state kicks!!)
writer

So there you are you bloggers you, now you know a bit more about me. I don't know if you care or not, I suppose it doesn't matter now does it? Nope. Quite frankly.

Ok I will get better at this and have much more to say, but all I can say now is that writing, youth group and Jesus Christ are my LIFE. Period. End of story. Don't try me C:

I will be doing what I feel like in this little corner of the web: thinking, talking, what have you.

For those of you who choose to read, thanks I guess. Heh heh.

Well,

Aurevoir and Dos svi danya

For now.

Osyen